Does it mean anything if you dream of someone with scars on one side of their face and maimed arms? What if its also an extremely beautiful (to you) you member of the opposite sex and they give you nothing but sass?

I have really weird dreams...I wonder if this person is out there...

Current Mood: quixotic

Do you miss me???

Since I was little and saw a rather bizarre episode of Muppet Babies I have been obsessed with the constellation Orion. It has been fun tonight to watch Orion move across the sky. As a kid I would eat breakfast at a neighbors and Orion would be in the morning sky above their house. I also find myself in empathy with Orion, what with loving something out of reach.

so look at the stars!!!

and if someone reads this...please find the muppet babies episode im talking about!

I have not been on LJ recently since work finally blocked it. Life has been pretty good. My apt. cleaned up. I bought a nice new coat. I am trying to be social and not an ass at the same time. Sometimes I really miss some people. But you know, life moves on...I guess.
Watched "Where the Wild Things Are" last Friday and really enjoyed it. A kid movie for "non-grownups" like myself. I feel like those monsters sometimes. I think we all do.
Had a good time at Bats on Saturday. Funny, but I was almost content to spend the whole evening watching the fog-machine make ghosts in the green effects light. The combo of that night and the turn in the temperature really made it feel like Fall, and I was glad to feel that.

I can't really sleep right now.

Oh I picked up a Thoth Deck of Tarot cards. They are really beautiful.

Well...I will try to update as things actually happen

Current Mood: sleepy

It is finally over!!!

Current Mood: happy

...I better not get any crap at the DMV today

Current Mood: sleepy

I am on point today! I have been working at speeds not seen since I began to lose interest in my career here. I still have much to do this afternoon, but I think everything will be accomplished before "mini-vacation" which begins Wednesday.

The DMV better not give me any crap on Wednesday...

Current Mood: excited

the only things that last forever are memories or sorrow...

Over the years it has never ceased to amaze me how The Mamas and the Papas have so many weird sleazy stories, but this new one about Phillips and his daughter is just crazy!

In other news, due to some sort of loss in translation, half the Indian office now thinks I am some sort of martial arts champion. Anyone who actually knows me will find this really funny.

Current Mood: working

This whole two weeks of productivity two weeks of misery thing has got to stop. Its been going on for like a whole year now...

Current Mood: aggravated

... herr rat's sour yams

Current Mood: devious

Last night I dreamed that I was an American soldier hiding out in Nazi occupied Britain. Several women from the British resistance movement were hiding me under a bridge. I was busy trying to find the correct moment when I could dart from my cover at the bridge and run into some nearbye bushes, however the constant parade of Germans and the rediculous behavior of the resistance stopped me at every turn.

I woke up several times last night with the impression that something horrible was just out side my bedroom door. Usually this was given the form of the cat from Pet Sematary...

Current Mood: working

I sometimes flirt with Libertarian ideas, but I don't think the average American (I include myself) is psychologically capable to deal with it. Can you imagine a world without public schools where I would have to actually pay out of pocket for my grandparent's health care?
Speaking of education most parents only care about education when their moron children fail a class and then they threaten the system till they let the kid pass. I do think we should put more accountability on the children, and not allow failures to move ahead.

There is no excuse for adult illiteracy in this country. This is the 21st century baby! If you can't read before your 8 then you need to be placed into some sort of program that involves menial labor for the government (such as picking up litter) and you shouldn't be allowed the privilege of reproduction...

Wow, I started talking about forced sterilization in only two paragraphs! I have not even finished my tea yet!

Current Mood: amused

I bless Ra, the fierce sun burning bright
I bless Isis-Luna in the night
I bless the air, the Horus hawk
I bless the earth on which I walk

Current Mood: silly

Sometimes I am shocked by my own capacity for bitterness...

updated 12:18= I think I might have just had a brief  "kensho" moment...and I feel slightly happy...yet confused...

Current Mood: weird

I have pretty much accepted the fact, that I am probably going to end up assaulting my manager in the next few weeks when the Indian guy I am training goes back and everything goes to hell. I have taught all the processes I can to this dude, but there is no way that you can teach someone to be analytical.

The curse of the father falls on the son...

Current Mood: amused

I feel like something interesting should happen today...

Current Mood: weird

Things are getting domestic at "the pit of doom". Yes it smells like patchouli and man-stink, and there are probably enough magical-realism and occult books present to tear a hole through the universe, but at least it is liveable. I am notoriously lazy when it comes to home improvements, so it is good to have someone around to fix things up...

Its a three day weekend! Anyone doing anything? If no one comes to rescue me I will probably just sit around acting like a goon at Common Market in the evening. I really need to get back to Dostoyevsky, for some reason I just stopped reading "The Idiot" once I got about halfway through it...

My knees dont hurt so bad today, so afterwork I am going to do some stretching exercises

Current Mood: silly

I have a problem. It is called gluttony. I might eat a large meal one day and it will set off a chain reaction, soon I begin to eat everything in sight.

Last night bolahead finally took me to Soul, which was very tasty. This morning I snuck out of the house early and made my way back to John's where I stuffed myself with sausage and eggs(dietary concerns have gone out the window). Tonight I am probably going out to eat with my Dad, so lunch will have to be a banana.

If I don't stop I am probably going to end up celebrating Drunch at The Penguin sometime soon...

My knee still hurts so I have not been able to run. How am I going to get the ladies to love cool j when I dont exercise? 

ok now im going to cackle my way to the break room...

Current Mood: groggy

I just sat down at my desk and felt a stinging pain in my knee. I've also got some sort of weird pain in my right hip, so I am walking really funny this morning. The knee thing is the most concerning, if it continues into the weekend I am going to go to the doctor and see what is up. Perhaps years of goofy dancing and bad athletics have finally rendered me with the limp I always wanted...

bolahead  and I hit John's Country Kitchen this morning for really big breakfasts and coffee, which was needed to wake us up from a night full of old G.I. Joe episodes and the 1995 classic "Friday".

I am really looking forward to the three day weekend. Of course I don't have any plans, and my knee is making me think I can't do anything really interesting. What if I spend the entire time in a bath tub?

Current Mood: working